I can’t talk when my throat is slit

Can’t type when my wrists bleed

Can’t move as the water turns red

Can’t cry as the pain leaves

Can’t love when my heart stops beating

Can’t see as the vision goes black

Can’t feel as my body turns cold

Can’t think as the whole world stops

Can’t say I love you when I’m dead

i feel like shit.....i have just expeirienced one of the worst hurts i have ever felt.....i loved her....and she broke my heart....

2 of Suspension:

still bored as all hell.....got a shit load of work to do and it suks..... still trying to get over what hadeyeh said last night. I dunno...i think thats gonna hurt for a long long time....ugh...

Day 1 of suspension:

ugh bored off my ass. have nothing to do and it sucks.  still better here then juvy....ugh..

well....interesting day....uhhh yea i wont be around school for a couple days.  Ive been suspended due to betrayal.  I was pissed yesterday cause of Jazmine fucking things up...and i said to a'mari i wanted her dead.....a'mari being the stupid bitch she is...betrayed me and told jazmine.  I got called into the office today for it....im fucking screwed. that stupid bitch jus couldnt keep her mouth shut and now im suspended. fucking great